madhyanas:

madhyanas:

obsessed with the opposite of the childhood friends trope. what if we were just some guys meeting for the first time with like. no significance

what if we never had that long and complicated history that leads us to continually justify each other’s actions. what if i never had any hand in your sculpting and now i’m left with the final, hardened figure you’ve since become. what if loving myself and loving you were suddenly two different things. there’s no overlap between you and me. then what. then i’d have to know you on purpose